To have or not to have

My wishing for things to be
other than they are
to have what I don't have
to not have what I have

expressing a deeper discomfort
which is a passing feeling
but my awareness is of the problem
of what I do or don't have
a long-term situation

if I can see it as a sign
of that passing feeling
I don't need to worry
about what I have or don't have