In fantasy everything goes my way in real life, only some things do I like real even if it hurts my toes sometimes Those dark eyes and dark hair are real enough but they only matter to my fantasy what really matters is the heart-to-heart connection that most evanescent of events and what I do, if anything I am so good at saying no it is time to start saying yes I can see the signs I do not know the schedule and I can keep hoping it is not just a fantasy!