Starvation

work harder
sleep less
eat junk
you're not allowed any fun

anger
not allowed
comes out anyway
self-sabotage

no play, no play
you must do this
do that
why don't you enjoy your work?

slave driver driving myself
crazy
overwhelmed
did I do that?

2am
is no time
for
poetry

feeling sorry for myself
sure beats
getting work done
so I can get out of here

crazy