Workaholism is a lot safer than feeling my insane feelings that I'm going to die if I'm alone that I need this person, that thing workaholism is a lot easier than wanting something I can't have the deep healing that I've needed since before I was born workaholism is a lot better than expressing my feelings to real people perhaps abusively mistreating my friends to try to protect my hurting inner child and workaholism is really bad