Dancing Alone

Dancing Alone
  with other people
Wanting the smile
  but not the touch
Wanting the touch
  but not the intensity
Wanting the intensity
  but not the intimacy
Wanting the intimacy
  but not the committment
feeling trapped
  by my wants, your needs

my mixed desires
  trapped in reality

my expectations of myself
  not matching my wishes
my wishes
  not matching my desires
my desires
  not matching my needs

Is it any wonder
  I don't know what I want?

Nothing I can do about it all.

Only heroes
  dance alone
and heroes
  are lonely
I guess.