In love with a fantasy as always of an orange center bright pink outside and every time I look at this plumeria flower it is imperfect but not in my mind and when I look again I know the flower is more beautiful than my fantasy but I can't see that and I know that without pain there is no drama as the communists and the christians have found out life can't be good all the time the subtle scent of the present moment lost in a sky of green and blue