Fake life

In fantasy everything goes my way
in real life, only some things do
I like real
even if it hurts my toes sometimes

Those dark eyes and dark hair
are real enough
but they only matter to my fantasy
what really matters
is the heart-to-heart connection
that most evanescent of events
and what I do, if anything

I am so good at saying no
it is time to start saying yes
I can see the signs
I do not know the schedule
and I can keep hoping
it is not just a fantasy!