Universal love

Should I be in a hurry to get ready
Should I relax and watch the sunrise?
Is it my destiny to be or to do?
can I have both?
are both equally good?
who am I, and what do I do?

Can I use you
for my noble desires
that feel so shameful
can I assert what I want
as forcefully as others
and be present to your gifts?

Will I let my positivity flow
and create what is so beautiful
flowers, sunsets, children, waterfalls
who am I, and what do I do?

I live in this universe
the universe lives in me
and loves me